Tears for You Michael

My heart is heavy because I am still in denial that MJ is truely gone. I cant bring myself to let the teras in my eyes fall bc I just cant give in that he is really gone. I just cant. I thought my kids would see and hear Michael some day the way I had the privilage to. I watched as MuchMoreMusic, MTV, and Much Music broadcast his many videos but there is one video that transports me back to being 11 siting in my moms room glued to the tv; "Remember the Time". That was my favorite song in the whole world and if you were giving me a million dollars to look away I probably wouldnt notice you there. Thats how transfixed he had me. I watched and took in every move his body made, his dancers, the set, the lyrics everything. When the song came on my little radio I would dance all around my room. I'd even cut friends off the phone so I could sing and dance along to it. Thats how much I loved that video and song....thats how much I loved Micheal. By 11 I was old enough to appreciate him and understand how genius and far ahead of his time he was; even if it was just by me loving that song. There are many other songs that I loved, songs that if I am in the car and they are played on the radio I turn it up, start dancing (yes all in my seat lol) , singing along and smiling.

There will be NO one else to come after him nor is there anyone before him who could capture a nation and influence generations who only knew him when he was grown (including me) and those who knew of him through the 80's and 90's babies who grew up and used his inspiration and influence to incorporate his lyrics and dance moves in their song. My future kids will hear about Michael and see him if be from the records I play (yes I will have at least one at that time), from the videos I will play either on the internet, on blue ray or maybe even the DVD player if that doesnt go the way of the 8-track LOL.

Michael you will be missed more that I or many of your other fans can ever express in words. So where ever you are, if you can read our hearts to know how we truely feel.... we love you! Rest in Peace Michael. Hopefully you will experience the peace that you deserved on your short stay with us on earth.

RIP Michael

I heard this news yesterday and I was in shock. Today I am sad. RIP Micahel. Your legacy will live on!! It would be nice if people would remember the good things instead of the discredited allegations. Was Michael different from "the rest of us". Depends on whose watching. Are we really perfect and able to cast a scornful eye on MJ? Half of those judging him have skeletons in their closets that would rock every gossip site and magazine around the world twice. And what about the media? Or you Anderson Cooper? A man who has been rumoured to be so deep in the closet that he has a closet within his closet to come out of. He might as well be out in the open; Kathy Griffin has already told us the truth. Or CNN. The biggest symbol of the KKK since the burning crosses in mississipi. They dont wear sheets anymore. Nope, instead they wear expensive suits and and sit in positions of power influencing society strategically as the wish.

For once I'd like to see people talk about the most important thing about MJ dying; his kids! They spent their last fathers day with him not knowing that it would be the last time they would hug their dad, tell him they love him and see him smile again. Thats the tragedy, theses children who lost their father so suddenly. I dont think the world can shed enough tears to cover what they have already shed and are about to in days to come. My condalances to his children, his siblings, his parents and to us his fans.

RIP MJ!

You will be missed!

Till we speak again.

Hugs and Kisses!