^^^I feel like this bird right now in the picture; stopping to take a look at the pretty flower and reflect

I went out with a friend today. She brought her 3-year old niece and together we hit up the nail salon so I could get a refill, the mall, and the outlets. It was fun. We talked and laughed and she drove crazy as hell. I laughed about that too but only after I was safe and away from the back of the bus, or that car coming faster then I thought it should as she switched lanes.

She drove me home bc she had some stuff to do plus she had to return her niece to her mom so my mother and I went driving as soon as I got out my friends car. I didnt even go upstairs to drop of my bag; my mother met me downstairs and we left right away. I just didnt want to be inside doing nothing when I'm not used to doing that on a saturday. We went driving to some of the richer houses to browse and admire them. Weird maybe but I liked it! It was fun going and looking at all those nice houses, some of which were in abscure little areas. Some neighbourhoods had houses that were too close together so it took away from their beauty. Others were built in the 60's that was surrounded by trees and forrests. The area almost seemed like a world of its own tucked away in the city. It literally felt like we took a trip to the country. It was nice. I made my mother laugh when we toured PVC and I saw all those HUGE mansions. I told her I was going to put it in my prayers for an area I want to live in in the near future LOL. It was that nice...it just blew me away how gorgeous it is over there. Every vehicle that rounded the bend was a new mercedes, BMW or JAG. Guess that says what kind of money one has to have to live there. Almost all the houses were gated and some were so big they looked like campuses for private schools.

I ended the night laughing with my friend and her friend at a restaurant till we had to leave. The kitchen staff was going home and we werent allowed to sleep there till morning. Sucks I know! All in all a good day. It didnt start out so good (There is alot to learn and blog about there but thats for another time) but ended pretty well.

Now I'm off to bed :)

Till morning everyone!

Random ish to clear my mind...

I get annoyed sometimes when things dont go my way. I'm not gonna lie.

I went to bed last night pretty late and was woken up this morning by loud claps of thunder and the sound of rain beating on my window. I stayed awake for a while listening to it then dozed off somewhere after. The weatherman warned of high winds and alot of rain this morning so I knew it was better to wait it out then head out and get my nails done and start my errands.

This cell phone I have is quite annoying. Sometimes it rings sometimes it doesnt. It rang but I didnt know and I was waiting for that call. This isnt the first important call I missed from friends or family or from work.

I'm just so tired of it. I'm gonna go to the mall to see if they will change my phone for me so I can at least...have one that rings. Maybe something can be worked out for me-I'll pray about it.

*sigh*

moving on....

I noticed something interesting yesterday when I was out with my nephew that I want to share.

My nephew and I bear a resemblance because his father and I look like our dad. In turn my nephew looks like my brother so when we are together its obvious he and I are related. Thing is he looks completely white. He has blondish brown hair and green eyes and a slight tan now because its summer but he looks white. I got alot of double takes from people whose eyes would dart between my nephew and I then back to me. Interestingly my nephew didnt notice or maybe he did but didnt say anything to me about it. LOL I almost forgot how much stares we get when we go out together.

My friend said something to me a few weeks ago and I think its true. She said that maybe my bf and I hangout too much and that we both need to have other friends to hang out. I think she might be right. I think that could have been why he sounded so annoyed last night. I wondered why he hesistated when I asked if he wanted to meet up today. I guess he just wants to be on his own or go out with his friends if they call.

I asked him if he thinks we hang out too much and he gave me a statement then finally said yes. Did that hurt my feelings? Truth hurts right? I think of him as my best friend so when you hear that from your best friend it hurts no? But am I going to cry? No. He has a right to feel the way he does no matter how or what I think about it.

The last thing I want is to become annoying to anyone so I'm going to take what he said and give him his space. Too much of something, in this case me is not a good thing.

Profound words...

ok I'm off to get ready now. Till I blog some more random shit....this self therapy session is now adjourned.