I get annoyed sometimes when things dont go my way. I'm not gonna lie.
I went to bed last night pretty late and was woken up this morning by loud claps of thunder and the sound of rain beating on my window. I stayed awake for a while listening to it then dozed off somewhere after. The weatherman warned of high winds and alot of rain this morning so I knew it was better to wait it out then head out and get my nails done and start my errands.
This cell phone I have is quite annoying. Sometimes it rings sometimes it doesnt. It rang but I didnt know and I was waiting for that call. This isnt the first important call I missed from friends or family or from work.
I'm just so tired of it. I'm gonna go to the mall to see if they will change my phone for me so I can at least...have one that rings. Maybe something can be worked out for me-I'll pray about it.
*sigh*
moving on....
I noticed something interesting yesterday when I was out with my nephew that I want to share.
My nephew and I bear a resemblance because his father and I look like our dad. In turn my nephew looks like my brother so when we are together its obvious he and I are related. Thing is he looks completely white. He has blondish brown hair and green eyes and a slight tan now because its summer but he looks white. I got alot of double takes from people whose eyes would dart between my nephew and I then back to me. Interestingly my nephew didnt notice or maybe he did but didnt say anything to me about it. LOL I almost forgot how much stares we get when we go out together.
My friend said something to me a few weeks ago and I think its true. She said that maybe my bf and I hangout too much and that we both need to have other friends to hang out. I think she might be right. I think that could have been why he sounded so annoyed last night. I wondered why he hesistated when I asked if he wanted to meet up today. I guess he just wants to be on his own or go out with his friends if they call.
I asked him if he thinks we hang out too much and he gave me a statement then finally said yes. Did that hurt my feelings? Truth hurts right? I think of him as my best friend so when you hear that from your best friend it hurts no? But am I going to cry? No. He has a right to feel the way he does no matter how or what I think about it.
The last thing I want is to become annoying to anyone so I'm going to take what he said and give him his space. Too much of something, in this case me is not a good thing.
Profound words...
ok I'm off to get ready now. Till I blog some more random shit....this self therapy session is now adjourned.
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