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Monday, July 13, 2009

Deep, deep down inside. I am happy! I just gotta stop worrying


I had a decent day today. It started out well then somewhere before 6 turned into me yelling into my phone at my co worker who had made a very rude comment to me. He's one of those people who cant take pressure and snaps at everyone. So when he did it to me I was not having it. I pulled out my cell in traffic, police officer near by (its "illegal" to talk and drive here) and let him have it. He ended up apologizing to me afterwards. His apology was sincere so I gave him daps and we are cool now. I am not one to like holding grudges but when I got back into the office I wanted to ignore him till 6 then go home.


I miss my friend. I really do. Even though I have made new friends I miss the old. So I pray because at this point I dont know what direction to go from here about this. I think this is one to let go and let God take care of so I am. I pray and ask God to work the situation out and also to grant me peace of mind and heart regarding this matter. I am confident (yes I am!) that it will work out. Till then no use worrying, and increasing my stress for no reason.


I love my bf. I really do alot and I know he reads this so I want him to know that even though we may disagree, argue, get on each others nerves that I recognize that every relationship takes effort and work. It wont always be rosey but even when we face challenges and tests in the end it makes us stronger!


Always and Forever...


Me and you :)

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